Friday, April 25, 2014

Tattoo's of religion



Definitions: S=Gods Spirit and s=mans spirit. Sspirit=Gods Spirit and mans spirit co-joined



Chewing on something this morning. We have talked about Lucifer wanting to be like God and Adam and Eve wanting to be like God and we to this day in our religion strive to be like God. We strive to be better but the underlying drive is to be like God in some way. We even do evangelism to make people like God. The self righteousness that was present with Lucifer in heaven defines mankind even to this day, even inside religious acts. So here is a major difference between spirit and carnal or natural life.


In Sspirit life I am to relax and be Scott/Jesus I do that by resting in who He is in me. The disturbing part is we have made changes to please God which ultimately is a mask for trying to be like God. When living this way making changes all we reveal is self righteousness and then when self righteousness is revealed, sin will always follow as sin masks self righteousness. You can say self righteousness is a sin but it goes deeper than that, self righteousness is a state of being the foundation of all sin. If we struggle with sin all it reveals is a self righteous core and if we have no struggle with sin all it reveals is a self righteous core. Chew on that one in your head.
So how disturbing it can be when I have nothing I should be working on to make better. How disturbing when I have nobody to mimic and be like as a human being. Our carnal natural man in his very DNA wants to be unique while being like someone we idolize. You know how it goes, we love someone in our life we can be like and that someone we respect or idolize. Like the movie stars or sports figures or rich people or our dad or a romantic fantasy picture of ourselves or a pastor or a dead healing evangelist or Jesus or God. OUCH! Is that not blasphemy to suggest that last line? Absolutely it is to a natural mindset but in spirit let’s take a look at it.


The bible tells us identity statements like , “I am the righteousness of God through Christ Jesus”, “I am seated with Christ in heavenly places”, It’s no longer I that lives but Christ that lives in me” and we can go on and on. These verses are not doing verses they are statements of identity. In Sspirit I do not try to be like Christ I am Christ as He is me. Blasphemy to a carnal or natural defaulted believer as they immediately go to their sin where their identity is or lack of sin where their identity is they have strived for and sacrificed to obtain. This type of person has identity in religious works from years of striving to be like Christ. They repeat the self righteousness of the Garden of Eden and Lucifer when in heaven. Yes I know they can use a huge amount of scripture to try and validate their works and this type love the Old Testament as they are a slave to the legalism of it and fail to see the law was put in place for one purpose and that was to reveal the self righteous core of a man. The law was set up to fail. God knew man in his self righteousness would never attain anything through the law and gave us a law to reveal how useless our works are in pleasing Him. The law was supposed to point us to Christ who Himself in His own words pointed us to Pentecost. Not to make manifestations we can add to our righteousness but to unite us with the God head. As John 14 and 17 lays out. Carnal believers pray more and read their bible more and fast more and go to church more and totally miss the default change. Sspirit defaulted koinonia are prayer and are a living epistle that still reads the bible as a mirror to help reveal who they are not what they should do.


Remember God wanted intimacy with us and through Christ Jesus we are now called His bride. Adam and Eve had to fall and God knew they would because until they had carnal identity to surrender they could never be koinonia with the God head. The God head is a perfect example of koinonia and as we are Pentecost life then mortality is swallowed up by life as Paul the apostle says. Then we are part of the God head and revealed in Christ as Christ is in us. Now we are more complete than Adam and Eve as to be in koinonia we cannot be robotically created we must have had separate identity from God that we surrendered by choice to Him. In horizontal and vertical koinonia I have complete identity while having no identity. Go figure and if you can explain the God head you can explain koinonia. If you can explain the Godhead you can now explain what the Pentecost church is. Now the carnal reads the bible from the wrong side as a formula. We think if we appoint elders and pastors etc God will move and miss the fact Sspirit church is being one with Him as koinonia and pastors and elders etc flow from Sspirit church. The systems we have created in our righteousness are apostate, they are anti-Christ and demonic, preaching another Jesus of works and knowledge. A Jesus we can earn or strive to be like and are void of Sspirit as those who worship must worship in Spirit and in truth the bible says.


To a Sspirit default person they are no longer a believer they now are part of the great “I am” and in so being they “I AM” To believe after salvation suggests we can decide on a something we now are. So let’s say it this way. I am Scott and I do not try to be more Scott I am Scott now I must enjoy being Scott stop making Scott like another and discover who Scott is. I don’t need to dye my hair and get tattoos and piercings. They do not change the fact I am Scott. Now when I surrendered my life to Jesus I became Scott/Jesus. We then do well to relax and let Scott/Jesus be Scott/Jesus. Instead we have spent a lifetime getting religious tattoos and piercings and hair dye to look like the Scott/Jesus we think we should look like. We tattoo our life with good works and like most with tattoos we then change our clothing to reveal our prideful tattoos. So we change our religious life to exhibit our religious tattoo. So if we have beaten a sin we exhibit to everyone how clean we now are in that area. At least until nobody cares anymore. They we get another tattoo of how much we pray until nobody cares anymore and another and another. Until we have no idea anymore what we look like spiritually. These religious tattoos and piercings and dyes have buried the real us. There is not a part of us without religious tattoos and piercings. Is it any wonder when we get Sspirit we try to be Spirit as we have a tattoo and piercing culture of religion built into our lives. It makes no sense to just be and as we just be Scott/Jesus the tattoos seem to disappear, some take time but we have given up looking at them and wake up one day to clean Sspirit Sskin. All these religious acts do is reveal we have no identity and although many times are co-joined with Jesus we still have not allowed Him to take our orphan heart.


What a precious day to start to see our baby skin again instead of the marks of religion that defile us. Now there is no validation of identity. All these ministers that work for Jesus reveal is the fact they are validating themselves to themselves. As upsetting as that is if we think we have a ministry we are tattooed and have more pride in our tattoo than in who we are underneath. So now in Sspirit we do not have a ministry we are ministry. We don’t prophecy we are prophecy etc. Oh yes for all us tattooed ones who take offense at that last line. You will prophecy but not as a choice but as a state. You/we are now Sspirit co-joined and we do not need to be like Jesus as we are Jesus. OUTRAGEOUS! Absolutely and loving it. Makes no sense to my carnal natural head. But you know that is OK now I am seeing what I have never seen before a Scott/Jesus of life being revealed and when you find your identity why would you ever go back to an orphan heart.

No apologies here!

Thursday, April 24, 2014

Spirit guest or natural?

I have to be frank here. Religion when out of control is devastating. Wars are fought all in God’s name as men are totally convinced God wants them to kill and plunder etc. But on a lesser level we are starting to understand the exposing of religion shows an attitude of its all about me. In carnality we demand but in true spirit we don’t have to demand it is given. When we demand we reveal our carnal default. In Sspirit we rest and life IS. Needs are met! A few examples we recently had someone turn up for a bbq at our house and nearly 4 days later they left. Now that would be OK except for some of the events surrounding. Granted this person was searching and had been impacted by the Sspirit life. They were drawn to it but being religious struggle with how to respond. They had tried to manipulate our family and had done many inappropriate manipulations to try and get their way. Those manipulations took away from the active life of the Sspirit being manifest, the same spirit this person was drawn to that caused them to stay. Granted we enjoyed having them to a certain extent and even found the situation a little humorous. The person responded to the Spirit wooing by thinking they were supposed to live with us and flat out asked both my wife and I to allow such, at separate times. The person was operating in a carnal/ natural mindset, but how could they not really? You see religion reinforces the orphan heart a heart looking for love acceptance and validation. It was became all about this person and everything they did was to feed natural desires. They missed the point it was all about them but as soon as the natural religious part responded the Spirit took a back seat. They never stopped just in plain decency to ask if what they were doing was OK as deep inside they knew it was not. You see if it is Sspirit it’s not about me. Or while being totally about me it’s actually about you. Unexplainable Spirit truth. For people such as this person who crave the spirit community they cannot at this point rest and see God. They see the benefits of koinonia and want the intimacy but because of not surrendering their carnality it ultimately becomes about their needs above all else. This person would say how they loved the community they had experienced in our midst. They had been a joy and blessing to us in the past but are struggling to relax and let God be God. Wanting the fellowship of the Sspirit so bad they push to get it. The failure is seeing koinonia is not you scratch my back and I yours. We love this person but such behavior is just no acceptable in spirit life. Others are gravitating to spirit had struggled with the same. They could never understand why when asking for us to do things for them we would not. They struggle with attitudes towards me I think, and see me as a bad pastor as I do not help when needed. They just can’t see their default it comes from yet. I am pastoring them without them knowing as I refuse to do things that are coming from the natural expectation. Now if the tasks and requests were coming from Spirit life I would be there for everything but as they struggle to grasp Sspirit sometimes what feels like hate is actually love. Some cannot see their default is “its all about me” sure they can be nice and loving but there is always a request. A request we many times would have enjoyed helping with but as they are being pastored without knowing it they cannot see yet their carnal origin restricts other spirit koinonia folks from helping. Oh yes they help me and are very caring and loving and perhaps even demonstrating in their minds what they think I ought to be to them . But beneath it all was a default of “me” You see in natural life a default that says, you scratch my back and I’ll scratch yours and this is not Godly it is not Sspirit initiated. A lady we know told her family God wanted her to fast contact with her kids and grandkids for 3 weeks. It truly was a sacrifice for her but like all religious acts they totally fail to take into account anyone else. They fail to take into account there are lots of small grandkids who need a grandmother and her own kids may need her. Religion is all about self in God’s name. We can fool ourselves into thinking it pleases God and in actuality all it does is reveals how much hate our natural man has for Sspirit life. Just like the wars religious folks fight God has always told them it is OK but they fail to see it is religion birthed and lived in carnality. It’s all about them and spirit koinonia it’s all about life and revealing life in others not bringing death. The religious want to kill bad in themselves and others and the Sspirit wants to reveal life in themselves and others. Jesus paid the price and does not require sacrifice from us. You see religious folks will always be drawn to the old testament and live in there to validate who they are. They may have Sspirit but are choosing to live carnal validation of such. Pastors will isolate from others who do not think like them or agree with them and cannot grasp it is carnal/natural. Anyone in churchianity has experienced teachers who hold them hostage to the old testament. Tithing is a good example, in-fact everything that entails sacrifice is old testament and carnal in default. IN Sspirit life it is not a sacrifice it is life being revealed and comes across like that to all around. In New testament church it is not about what we do it is about who we are. The bible is a book that is life it is being written in you and I. Like a child in infancy we cannot live back in time at 5 years old. The child grows and the bible as the inspired word of God grows in us. I must live after Acts in the bible in Sspirit and in truth. Yes the bible is there for us and is the inspired word of God but the bible tells us we are a living epistle known and read by all men. So one tell tale sign of a person stuck in religion is their immediate ability to spout old testament legalism and sacrifice. The confusion comes as they mix it with Spirit and try to validate themselves to themselves with it. Truly the world is more open to God than the religious as the world lives honest knowing their deeds are worthless. The church world loves their deeds drawing their own righteousness from their deeds that in their eyes make them holy. But God told us our good works are as filthy rags in his sight. Just be Sspirit revealed, cease striving and know that I am God. Remember God called Himself the great “I AM” not the great “I DO” if we try to be like God we repeat the filthy crappy self righteousness of the devil and Adam and Eve. We can never be like God and in so trying we reveal we are repeating the error of Adam and Eve. We cannot be like God as we are co-joined with Christ and now it is no longer I that lives but Christ that lives in me. A Sspirit individual is not an individual he is koinonia Christ. He is Christ and Christ is Him not by the great “I do” but the great “I am” and then he will do from his BE. Not be from his do.

Sunday, April 20, 2014

Perplexing Sspirit life

Talking about life in spirit today. It should amazes us all the indifference we have towards spirit life. Talking to John we tried to define some of what is going on and in so doing we immediately limit. What is being revealed is a greater Sspirit life. Honestly everything we have done has been and is for self. Not going to spend time trying to explain that. You either 100% agree with that or you don’t and it is not my place to influence either. Spirit life just is and in talking with Patrick today I was blessed to listen as he explained how God had done things in His life well before he had a knowledge of Christ. Right down to $4000 supernaturally appearing in his life in an amazing way. As Patrick just lived life he was free to enter and be Jesus life. He never knew Jesus and had no concept about such and that is the beauty here. Had he known he would not have seen the same measure of Revealed God life. The hand of the almighty was and is on him and without any knowledge of such he was romanced into Jesus. Even now the religious ignorance that Patrick has serves to ignite us all. Patrick is just Patrick! Another who challenges us all in this is Matt. Matt is just Matt, take him or leave him and many take but more leave him probably. To be honest the religious defaults run from him and the world people are attracted. Matt just is Matt he does not put up any front and will say what comes from within. He does not prophecy he is prophecy and many times has prophesied and later asked what was that. I once replied “well the church would call it prophecy but we would call it life or living” As he just lives life spirit oozes out of him and he has no clue most times that it is even going on. Never having had or experiences Spirit filled religion he has no measure to limit. Patrick says himself he never found God and never wanted to be a Christian. God found him and romanced him into being in love. Never having been to church the freshness is beautiful. But Patrick is the first to tell you he never wanted God, God wanted him. It is the Matt and Patrick’s of this Jesus world that reveal life in you and me. I start to understand as I just rest in spirit life and let it be me and sit in the creative peace that brings, then amazing creation happens. I sit in a house that is testimony to such and the house is far beyond what I ever would have grasped in the past. The perplexing thing is I have no ownership I have not grasped but I have complete ownership and live in the fullness of. As we abandon the world and its desires then heavenly conditions are attained and maintained. Eternal and infinite states of the I AM. Sound crazy, oh I hope so! If it makes sense I have totally missed the mark but in the Spirit man we leap as we are revealed in the Sspirit man we say YES I see. Jesus said. “the fact you can see shows you are blind but if you were bind you would see. Spirit life is a new reality a reality that is eternal and life giving. It brings life to our mortal being and everything around. As we sit in the fullness of life implanted in our spirit by His spirit then how can we not create, how can we not see the amazing. If I strive to work and provide I have created a God for myself of a need or self. Oh yes I can fool myself into thinking I am being responsible and doing for God but I am delusional and have lived a facade of life created by this world. Such people will never see miracles as they look for them. When they find one they dissect it and explain it away in logic the same logic that would attempt to control and understand an infinite God. As Sspirit life entered us we do well to become aware of who we really are. You see we have lived an identity superimposed on us by the system and God of this world. It is not that I just BE who I am in spirit life, as in reality we have no clue who we are in spirit life. It is as I sit in Sspirit life that is in me. Not mortal life as mortal life breeds death. As I sit in Sspirit life then truly anything is possible as we are finding out. Maybe we can say it this way the more I say yes the less I say Yes in living my spirit identity.

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Spirit life Vs Natural carnal life

One thing that is increasingly clear is the separation of natural and spiritual. Our natural man has created its own reality we expect the spirit man to fit in with. To emphasize this we find everything we do in worship of God comes back to manifestations. Those manifestations could be supernatural or knowledge or blessing etc. It is obvious a lot of what Christians do is for such and in doing such we add spirituality to our natural life. Instead of being that life. You know how that goes I was with a young man recently who told me their ministry wins people for Jesus and makes money as without money they cannot exist. That is a perfect example of one who is struggling to live spiritual. They have one foot in the supernatural and one in the natural. Of course it would never be seen this way but when it becomes about what God can do for us we have missed the mark. When it becomes about what we can do for Jesus we have missed the mark. We work to keep something we use for Jesus and in reality we are working for ourselves as we fear God may not pay the bills. In reality if God wants us where we are, that building or whatever it is will have a life of its own. It will BE when we walk spirit and if it disappears let’s be honest our fear is God may not want it and we need it to validate ourselves. We live carnal and fool ourselves if we think otherwise. We have fear we can’t manipulate God or God has us working for His ministry. That is just a flat out lie and deception, in spirit life if we relax it will come. People struggle to grasp the fact there is no such thing as building a ministry or having a ministry. To seek a label for the life we live suggests failure of identity. So we have a body of believers winning people for Jesus and working in ministry for Jesus and running this and doing that. Failing to see it is not what we do it’s who we are. When it’s who we are it will be. So in the same vein an interesting life is developing. It was in moving to this house it became apparent the house has a life of its own. The Holy Spirit was at work and there was no prayer I could pray, no action I could do and yet here we are living beyond any blessing I could ever have lived in my ability. It was in this I start to understand our natural ways have limited the Spirit lifestyle in our lives. We are insecure about how much God really loves us or cares. We struggle to see why we deserve the blessing we get maybe and miss the point we don’t deserve. Everything we have done has been for manifestations but as we step outside this carnal natural default and let Spirit be spirit then we see spirit life manifest. It is the sin we entertain that bolts us to the carnal. As where we are looking we will go, what we are entertaining will entrap us to this world. Yes Jesus set us free and gave us the default of the holy Spirit but as we have made this life a manifestation we have stepped outside of life and into mortality, a limited existence we call life. We use manifestations to justify and validate who we are and what we are doing and fail to understand the bigger picture. Manifestations are not validations they are invitations and wooing to spirit life. The problem becomes when we run with manifestations we fail to live our spiritual state. For example prophecy is something the modern spirit filled church thrives on. When someone uses prophecy as a manifestation it is in danger of being hijacked by their natural man. It becomes about validation of one’s self to one’s self. If it is not what I do it is who I am, then we do not prophecy we are prophecy. In being prophecy we will prophecy but probably more of an act of who we are than what we do.

Tuesday, April 1, 2014

BE LIKE GOD???? email chain

From: P. D####### [mailto:d#######.###@gmail.com] Sent: Monday, March 31, 2014 2:23 PM To: bostonndrc Subject: Re: lessons from the Vikings I think the religious and those who regard themselves as The Faithful, and The Born Again (all caps, gothic script, angelic hymns in the background), read in search of answers. I think they look for where they went wrong, why they feel like failures for not trusting, how they can 'fix' themselves or others, reasons for what is and what isn't, in short, instructions! Understanding. Churchitarians, whether they realize it or not, preach "God is good. You aren't." In practice, there is no way to NOT fail. We're human. I think it's the HUMAN that determined we should be constantly aware of our shortcomings and constantly trying to emulate God. What arrogance! Emailed reply: I would only add to that the core of the problem. We try to emulate God and anything we try and do is self made religion of carnality. I don’t understand it but our Spirit man is complete and one with Christ when we surrender our carnality to Jesus. That does not now mean we work to be Him in means we allow who He is to be revealed in us. You are right it is COMPLETE self righteous arrogance to even think we can understand God and think we have ability to copy who He is. In such a case we repeat the self righteousness of Eve and Adam, thinking we can be like God. Eat the fruit God put there and you can be like Him. We repeat Eves righteous foolishness in our church systems daily and teach it to others so lovingly (sick). God put the fruit there only to reveal to us how self righteous we really are. He knew they would eat it as we eat, prophecy and miracles and words of knowledge to become like God. Adam and Eve ate and so do we, we just fail to see we are naked and keep eating with no shame. Timothy says their glory is in their shame. We should be ashamed but instead we glory in it. The apostle Paul talks of walking by the spirit in Romans 8 and you will not carry out the lusts of the flesh. Walking by the spirit is about positioning and revealing and relaxing, it is identity and who I am in Him. We have made it about trying to make our carnal man something our spirit man already is. Very disheartening for a carnal works orientated Christian to finally realize they have nothing of value to offer. Everything we are is of no use to God. As the bible says unless a grain of wheat falls to the ground and dies it remains by itself alone. We have to allow carnality to die so we can live and we do that by entering Christ and allowing Him to enter us. So Christians say I asked Jesus into my life so I died and now I am justified in my works. They miss the point the growth of the spirit man is koinonia and Philemon 1:6. I said it this way once which bewildered who I said it too. Carnal love is carnal hate to the spirit man and often Spirit love will come across as hate to the carnal man as he cannot manipulate and get his own way. Each could accuse the other of self-righteousness, but a God righteous person would never pause for such. But in reality the only self righteousness is as you said a works orientated person. A God righteous man lives Spirit life and great things are revealed. We have created a culture of Spirit manifestations to validate our self righteous man. Those manifestations we see as validating our lives actually we limit when controlling it by our carnality. Walking Spirit truths we can only ever be called self righteous as a confidence and strength comes from the Spirit man that is arrogance to the carnal. How can it not be as God righteousness is not negotiable and is absolute. We just have no control over manipulating it. When we stop trying to teach people Jesus and show off the Holy Spirit like a parade then, as we are seeing already lives are changed by revealing of Christ at work. Funny thing, it is the pastors and ministers that struggle with it the most. They have a lot to lose and cannot see have everything to gain. They know the pieces of what we say but have taken the fragments that they can apply to carnal religion and run with them. Failing to see the positioning or lack of positioning only reveals self. They hunger to validate their ministries needing bottoms on seats and preaching engagements and meetings and .. and…. And… Of course we say it is for Jesus and He has us doing it. What a travesty we have mixed carnality and spirituality. It causes the church to call good evil and evil good. They make good and evil about knowledge and miss it is about life, perfect love casting out all fear. I hear of people teaching koinonia and it adds to highlight the foolishness. It reveals how little we have koinonia revealed. How can I teach romance I can but make a romantic atmosphere and let the lover come. The Godhead is in perfect koinonia and we can’t teach what that looks like. We called it a trinity and had all sorts of crazy analogies to try and teach it. IMPOSSIBLE! The Godhead is perfect koinonia romance of Acts 3 & 4 at work. As are we when we enter Pentecost and see it is about revealed life not just manifestations. In teaching it all we reveal is our foolish carnality of works and knowledge. It becomes a labor of love not a romantic lover. Probably why many today have never experienced romance only what they call love. Welcome to churchianity, a labor of love called harlotry. Mark my words koinonia will be the catch teaching soon and bible schools will have modules on it. We send our young to bible schools to educate them and in reality we instill a carnal knowledge of God mixed with the Spirit yearning for revealing. Now their quest of works for approval begins and they can never be satisfied by what they do. Remember for the first 30 or more years of the early church they had no epistles. They were the living epistle and any spirit individual is a living epistle. The word is near then and in them and reading the bible only confirms what is going on in them already. Damn the knowledge of the bible we spew so self righteously, damn the bible colleges and churches who teach Christ. Can we not say as the bible suggests they teach another Jesus a Jesus of carnality devoid of spirit lifestyle. Yes people find Jesus in there and see manifestations. Instead of seeing such as an invitation to step out in romance they see it as a validation of works and dig in deeper. Any wonder the church has stagnated and is not seeing increase in life. They turn to flashing lights and works programs to keep people around and never see they are a harlot church of carnality. Prostituting true Spirit romance love for self lust. A lady stood in our house and wept a few days ago as she started to see her works have been hard work and of no value to God. Our good works are as filthy rags in God s sight the bible says. The religious howl at this point with indignation. The Spirit individual realizes when coming from Spirit life, our lives are a good works. Talk soon